jobless !

Shame on me. I just got rejected for greenetweed admin and god knows why. Thanks to none other than myself, that i'm still( after 3months) unemployed. I was idling after A's because i had this umpire course smacked in the middle of december. I swear if i didnt go for that course, i'll be happily working with yokesun now. I was called to umpire for daisy tan last sat and now, zonal competition but hell, i dont have the guts to do it. So much for taking and passing the umpire course. I was offered to give tuition but i thought i might not be free if i was ever given a permanent job. I was to go for this Sony interview and i backed out last minute because i was too tired the day after chalet. Bestbud friend offered me a job but i'm so choosy(and i can't help it) , i want an admin job for more exposure and at least paying 6 an hour. No relief teaching too, schools seem to have more than enough teachers.

GOD SAVE ME:(
i think its structural unemployment now.